Many years ago, I was working with a child with aggressive behavior problems and his parents. As I recall, he was 8 years old at the time. He was so easily angered. Some children are. By the time an 8 year-old child who has trouble regulating anger and has a great deal of trouble with impulse control, they typically have a lot of practice being aggressive and being impatient. There is an automatic reflex for disappointment and frustration.
The boy had been playing with toys, Legos I believe. It was time to clean up. There are children who kind of lose it when they are told to clean up. He was one of those children. Now, I don’t set things up so that kids will blow a fuse. I wrote out the session schedule as a check list. An example of this kind of schedule might be as follows. 1) Grown up talking time, 2) Show and tell, 3) Grown up talking time, 4) Show and tell, 5) Clean-up time, and 6) prize time.
In other words, “clean-up time” did not come out of the blue. But as soon as the words, “It’s time to clean-up” were uttered, I could see the boy’s brow knit and his fist clench. He picked up some Legos and I could tell that he was planning to throw them across the room.
A big part of my job is observing and waiting for little opportunities. Opportunities to offer a child a chance to do something different. An opportunity to be appreciated by an adult in a positive way. Once these opportunities present themselves I have to work extremely quickly.
I picked up the Lego bin, smiled, and said, “Oh you look like you are ready to put those Legos away! Thanks so much for helping!” His face relaxed and he put them in the bin. I said, “Wow, I bet you are really fast at putting things away. Oh look at that! You put all of those away. Oh, there are some more in the corner! There you go, I knew you were fast. Thank you for taking care of the toys. That means that other children will be able to play with them. You have been very kind.”
Did that interchange solve all of the boys problems? No, it didn’t. But I do believe that it opened a window to how things could be different. For how helping can be powerful. For how seeing the positive possibilities in another human being can be powerful rather than naive. And more important than showing this possibility to the boy was the fact that the window was opened for his parents, to see their son as capable of positive growth.
It doesn’t always work when I try to take these opportunities to make a shift with my patients, with their families, with my loved ones, or with myself. But sometimes it works and works beautifully. As I become more mindful in my own life, I look for these micro-opportunities to make changes in my own life, in the way I think about things or in the way I behave.
I often tell children, “One of the best things about life is that you almost always get another chance. Every day is a new opportunity.”
dear elizabeth,
what an inspiring post! and you are so right. if we can take even tiny opportunities to change our thinking, it can often end up giving us a big pay-off. that little guy with the legos probably felt so much better about himself when he responded to the positive expectations you offered, then the praise and enthusiasm you gave him when he followed through.
for months, I have been dreading the holidays – all the firsts without hugh. then I realized how weary and sad that was making me, and I thought of how I didn’t want my children and grandchildren to have the loss of their father/papa, AND see their mother/mimi feel so withdrawn and sad. just that one thought led to a whole other attitude. yes, there will be some sadness, no we won’t have all the same traditions – but there will be happy things to celebrate and we can make some new traditions. I can’t tell you how much better I feel. I shared my thinking with my adult children, and they are doing all they can to help me – like shopping for the little ones gifts from me (HUGE, as I will be having chemo), making sure we have time set aside for us all to shop and decorate my tree and celebrating with a nice dinner afterwards, going to the little kids Christmas concerts together. only a few weeks ago i would never have dreamed that my wish to just get into bed and hide under the covers until January could be transformed this way.
much love and light,
Karen xoxo
Karen,
Thanks as always for your thoughtful and compassionate comments. I am so sorry that you lost your husband. I did not know that. Good for you for asking your family for support during this times so that you can get the most joy out the holiday season as possible. I also wish you well in your upcoming treatment as well as in your ongoing recovery.
Much love to you,
Elizabeth