This afternoon I met with Drew Welk, M.D. a plastic surgeon at the Polyclinic. We had a good meeting and it was interesting to shift from a physician who focuses on disease treatment to one who focuses on aesthetics. I found out that my incision is not in the best place to which I replied, “Yeah, my cancer insists on being all kinds of inconvenient.” To his credit, he laughed at my ribbing. I did learn that I have very favorable “breast geometry” with only a little post-partum loss of muscle tone. Yay, my breasts got complimented! They’ve been a little starved for positive comments lately, especially the right one, which is currently looks like a more than a little like a dented tin can these days.
Dr. Welk is talking to Dr. Beatty tomorrow to share his input regarding the best way to make incisions for the mastectomy so that he has something reasonable to work with later after the fat has been removed from my skin, the latter of which I get to keep. He took pictures in the clinic photography booth, which was set up like the DMV, except for the fact that I was partially disrobed and he had his choice of three different expensive looking cameras. (Or maybe the other cameras belonged to other surgeons. That makes more sense.) He took the last picture after he’d drawn a little incision map with a Sharpie.
It wasn’t as bad as I thought it would be and I liked him. Plus it was a surgery day for him so between his energetic demeanor and the fact that he was wearing scrubs, he looked like a surgeon action figure. (Not to be confused with 1973’s surgeon Barbie and yes, she was real; click the link. Also, not to be confused with an action figure for the character, Surgeon from Hellraiser 2. Mom don’t go to that link: That surgeon doll is heinous.)
Okay, so Michelangelo is probably not the best sculptor to reference in this post. He was criticized for the way he sculpted breasts, basically that it looked like he’d thrown a couple of softballs on top of a suspiciously manly shaped torso. A better sculptor might be the 20th century artist, Lachaise. That man knew how to sculpt realistic breasts on refreshingly substantial looking women. Hmm. “The Lachaise of La Twins”? I’ll stick with Michelangelo for the alliteration. My cousin, Beth favors Bernini breasts herself. Bernini’s sculptures are absolutely breath taking but the first thing that comes to my mind is “the Rape of Persephone”–not the image I want in my head when thinking about my breast reconstruction. Beth conceded that Bernini tended to show women on the run. But I present exhibits A, B, and C for your consideration:

One of Lachaise’s fabulous, “Standing Woman” I think this is a clear winner. Unlike “Dawn”, Lachaise’s sculptures of women actual look like a woman modeled for them. Also, Lachaise’s women look like they could fend off a Greek god or random creep in the bushes, unlike Bernini’s stunningly beautiful but nearly defenseless damsels.
So, you don’t have a BLT, is that what you meant by the geometry of your breasts? I LOVE Gian Lorenzo Bernini for amazing (late) Italian Renaissance marble sculpting.
The only BLT I know of is of the sandwich persuasion! He was extolling my breast geometry because it is conducive to realistic looking reconstruction. He was also pleased with the amount and shape of fat on my stomach if I were to choose to use my own tissue for reconstruction rather than get an implant. My stomach fat also doesn’t get a lot of compliments so it was pleased. But I am continuing to lose weight whether this undermines this potential resource or not. And Bernini was sublime and I could have said, “The Bernini of Breasts” but I like the heroic look of Lachaise’s nude women. The first female sculpture that pops into my head when I think of Bernini is the Rape of Persephone.
Also, thanks for the link to the food delivery service.
BLT = “Bigger Left Tit” from Rocky Horror Picture Show. Seems like most women have them.
I vote stomach excess for breast reconstruction. All the women I’ve worked on with implants have a hard time being on their stomachs with silicone/saline implants, so I have a massage table with “breast recesses”…basically, cut outs where breasts can fit down into the table. Quite comfy. Otherwise, you have to use padding/towels/pillows/, etc to get comfortable when face down. Second, wouldn’t that mean a tummy tuck would be medically necessary to even out your belly? Bonus! Insurance would have to pay. You’d get a twofer. Not that you want more surgery. Just tossing that out there.
It’s funny, I never think of the R of P when I think of Bernini, but since much of his subject matter was mythology…it always seems to involve some version of women being forced to do something they don’t want. But even R of P is incredible for how the fingers press into the “flesh” of the marble. Never seen any sculptors do that before or since with such skill. I love Apollo & Daphne where her fingertips are turning into leaves.
Hah! I don’t even remember that song.
Okay, ease of massage is a definite consideration. And yes, it does make the tummy tuck medically necessary. I am keeping an open mind but won’t know all of the options until after the next path report.
And finally, that pressing of the fingers into the marble is so incredible!
“BLT” was just something people yelled at the screen whenever Susan Sarandon (& Nell?) was topless.
I had another thought about your breasts (never thought I’d be typing that)…if you are like me and gain/lose weight in your breasts as you gain/lose weight…would that make having your own tissue more appropriate, so you wouldn’t end up with one breast 36D and one 36B…or do they encapsulate your tissue in some way to keep it contained, so it’s a moot point? I know some womens’ breast size isn’t affected by weight loss/gain, so maybe an implant would be easier.
I can tell you from watching MythBusters that silicone implants do not explode in airplanes or microwaves. In case that was part of your selection criteria. ;- ) Beth
P.S. if you do end up with a static implant of some sort, you could always ask your LMT to invest in a breast pillow…or you could buy one & bring it when you get massaged.
Aah, now I get the BLT reference.
I do gain and lose weight and an implant (they’d use saline) does not change size. They basically set a saline implant on top of the pectoral muscles and on top of that is your skin. So yes, the uneven boob problem is a real prospect. Since they have to establish a blood flow to the fat that they move from the stomach, I would guess that I could gain and lose weight. But, this level of understanding of anatomy and physiology is beyond me. I am putting together a list of questions for “action figure” surgeon.
I really think you and Beth would make a good comedy team.
About the sculpture.
I agree that Don was the model for Michelangelo. The breasts look like the bottom half of an avocado.
About the second one…head seems mighty small for the body.
Thanks, Mom. Yeah, I agree about the size of the head on the Lachaise sculpture. However, I refuse to concede defeat. She’s the best of the three.
And yes, Mom, totally like the bottom of an avocado.
Don’t you think it depends on who modeled for these sculptors? Women’s breast are all so different…wish I had read your blog while I was amongst these beautiful sculptures in Germany and Austria…could have pondered this a little more!
Yes, I think it really does depend on the model. But each of these sculptors had a style of breast-sculpting and a preference for models with particular appearances. And for another perspective, here is an interesting blog from a Scottish Renaissance art scholar. http://renresearch.wordpress.com/2011/02/11/men-with-breasts-or-why-are-michelangelos-women-so-muscular-part-1/
Her article really adds an interesting perspective…thanks for sharing it. Men had the perfect bodies and women were imperfect specimens..hmmm!