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A very heartfelt thank you to Diane of Dglassme’s Blog  for nominating me for a Very Inspiring Blog Award. It must have been that belly button scar photo I posted the other day that put me over the top! Seriously, I have followed Diane’s blog for quite some months now. She is brave, no nonsense woman with an interesting and honest perspective on her breast cancer treatment. Diane also writes joyously about what her relationships with her gorgeous Golden Retrievers add to her life.

I am writing about someone who inspires me and that is my friend, Shirley Enebrad and her son, Cory. I met Shirley through her husband Steve Geller, a fellow psychologist and friend, with whom I share an office. He is the one who is moving to Hawaii in about a month and has inspired a frenzy of furniture shopping to replace the stuff he is taking.

I’ve never met her son, Cory. He died about 20 years ago at age 9 of pediatric leukemia. Steve knew him (Cory was a child from Shirley’s first marriage) because he was working as a grief counselor conducting kids’ groups. Cory was in his group. This is also how Shirley and Steve met each other. Cory was an extraordinary boy with an extraordinary mom. Shirley wrote a quite moving book about her life with her son called, Over the Rainbow Bridge. It is an amazing and inspiring story. Cory’s life transformed the lives of those around him. I know that sounds dramatic, but it is true.

Here’s a quote from Elisabeth Kubler-Ross, M.D., the pioneering psychiatrist who wrote, On Death and Dying:

Cory was my favorite patient ever, and he taught me more than I could ever teach him. His lessons about the afterlife were profound, and his drawings of what he saw “over the Rainbow Bridge” helped thousands of people get in touch with their long-buried emotions.

I can only imagine the shattering trauma of losing a child. I know that Shirley’s heart still aches for her son, who if he had lived, would be near 30 now and perhaps have children of his own. Shirley became a tireless worker on behalf of children with cancer. Prior to her moving to Hawaii, she was the person who put together every one of the educational baskets that families of newly diagnosed cancer patients receive at Children’s Hospital in Seattle. That hospital serves a six state area. Shirley has organized fundraisers, written grief materials for children, and provided grief counseling to others. That’s just the tip of the ice berg of her service to families and children. On top of it all, Shirley and Steve have served as foster parents to a number of children over the years in addition to raising two children of their own, who are now both adults. In addition to being incredibly generous and skilled with very challenging children (with trauma histories of their own) for Shirley to take on foster children, who typically end up leaving your family, is incredibly courageous for one who has lost a child in the past.

Shirley has just published a new book, Six Word Lessons on Coping with Grief: 100 Lessons to Help You and Your Loved Ones Deal with Loss. It is downloaded onto my Kindle and I’m looking forward to reading it. She did not ask me to publicize her books on my blog. I love celebrating my friends’ accomplishments and sharing resources with people who might appreciate them.

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As I have mentioned in the past, my initial college career goal was to be an academic researcher. My particular emphasis was on conducting controlled clinical trials. And what I mean by that is doing research to evaluate a treatment by comparing it to an untreated group. This, ladies and gentlemen, is what we call an experiment! And I can say in all sincerity, “Yay, science!” And that’s what I did for my doctoral thesis and during the ten years following my obtaining my Ph.D. in 1997. My career trajectory took a different course, which I have explained in an earlier post. To make a long story short, I didn’t know how to effectively keep chasing grant money while maintaining a healthy family life. But don’t boo hoo for me because going into private practice full time ended up being the perfect job for me.

Back when I was doing science, there was a lot of effort put into designing experiments that were as highly controlled as possible. We picked measures that actually had statistical properties that demonstrated that they actually measured what they were designed to measure. And since we were trying to show that our treatments produced desired change, we had to choose measures that were sensitive enough to detect change. And if there was a variable we wanted to measure for which there were no suitable measures already available, we had to develop our own. Measure development is no joke, people. You might think good social scientists just make up a bunch of questionnaire items and then give them out to their research participants and assume all is being measured in a reliable and valid way but it just doesn’t work that way. Well, I guess one could do it this way but it would not be good science.

We also tried to “control” or account for variables  that could explain changes (or lack thereof) between the treatment and control group, other than the nifty treatment program we were testing. These little extra trouble making variables are called “confounds.” Confound it, variable, you have messed up my experiment! Sometimes these variables can be controlled for statistically but other times, they cannot. Inclusion criteria for studies are developed to screen out the latter variables. For example, when I was doing research evaluating a parenting program to support positive behavioral and emotional development in young children with behavior problems, we screened out children with Attention-Deficit/Hyperactivity Disorder because research on AD/HD shows that psychological treatment alone is not usually effective for kids with AD/HD. (I wish it were but it is not.) Young children with AD/HD often show behavioral problems but they would be unlikely to respond to treatment, unlike other youngster who did not have this additional diagnosis. So, those of you who have tried to join breast cancer trials and have been denied based on the inclusion criteria for the study, this is the reason why. The researchers are not trying to be mean. They are trying to get the clearest picture that they can about whether the treatment is helpful for its intended purpose. After a treatment has initial support and the findings are replicated, subsequent studies may shift the criteria to other groups, which may have been screened out of earlier trials. But if a researcher cannot show a positive impact in the early trials, they risk that treatment being seen as a dead end. And if the treatment looks bad, subsequent research on it will not get funded.

Okay, that’s a little about my former life as an investigator on clinical trials. As a clinician, the test tube gets a little dirtier. I am trained in using evidence-based practices and I use them. However, they do not describe every possible scenario. Often, my recommendations are based on my understanding of the principles that underlie the evidence-based treatment models that I use, rather than from a treatment manual. Also, families come in distress and I often recommend that they get a number of interventions going at once, interventions at home, at school, and with a physician. When there is improvement, from a science perspective, I don’t really know what the most critical components of the intervention were for that particular child. This is because I am not doing research on my patients. I am a clinician. I work systematically and my efforts are guided by what research is currently telling me about best practices. My work is also informed by my clinical experience. I can’t exercise the same control as I did as a scientist.

Now I am a cancer patient. My physicians, just like I do with my patients, have hit me with multiple treatments at once. To further muddy things, I have opted for an integrative approach to my treatment. In addition to my onco surgeon and my medical oncologist, I see a naturopathic oncologist and receive acupuncture from a physician trained in Chinese medicine. I also follow a special diet, take nutritional supplements, engage in mindfulness meditation, get a massage every 3 weeks, and walk 3 miles a day. My holistic treatment plan is quite variable in terms of the research evidence available to support it.

Does this mean that I threw my whole education away? I don’t think so. For one, I am mindful of the fact that there are no guarantees that my cancer won’t come back or that I won’t get sick with some other disease or that I won’t get hit by a bus tomorrow. My mindset is one of influencing rather than trying to control my outcomes. Some of my complementary or integrative practices are no-brainers. Maybe my losing nearly 40 pounds, eating healthy food, and walking 3 miles a day won’t keep cancer away. But I know that (1) I feel better now and (2) I am reducing my risk of all kinds of future health problems. Eating lots of chard and broccoli is not the same as buying snake oil. And research is still out on whether there are higher nutritional benefits for organically grown produce. I think there probably are more benefits nutritionally. But even if there is not, there are environmental sustainability benefits. So, this again, is a no brainer to me. I don’t exclusively eat organic, but I mostly eat organic. And my last example is the flaxseed meal I take every day. Maybe it will not really prevent breast cancer recurrence but it’s good fiber and Tamoxifen is a little constipating.

Some of the actions I am taking are for potential long-term benefit. I may never know if they help but they might help. (Obviously, I am omitting interventions that may cause harm unless there is evidence that the potential pros greatly outweigh the cons.) I am also not in favor of doing anything that just seems outright illogical or doesn’t have some kind of track record. I must admit that I don’t get the logic behind acupuncture but I respect that it is based on thousands of years of practice from a an amazing culture. It also has western-research validated applications, especially in pain management. Plus, I get to meditate while the needles are in and there is some research suggesting that mindfulness meditation reduces the risk of breast cancer recurrence. And even if that research doesn’t bear out, there’s ample research of the effectiveness of mindfulness meditation in stress and anxiety management. And in case you haven’t heard, having breast cancer is stressful and often causes anxiety!

But I haven’t thrown away my research training. Enter the single case study design. It’s a very simple design, often called “ABA” or “ABAB” design depending on how it’s set up. For me, the single case is me. “A” refers to baseline. “B” refers to treatment. What? Okay, it’s easier to explain with an example. As I have mentioned in the past, I have a long history of eczema going back to my early 30’s. My naturopathic oncologist suggested that it might be due to a wheat allergy and asked me to consider not eating wheat for a couple of weeks. In this case, “A” is my baseline, otherwise known as the 15 years I spent eating wheat and scratching. “B” is the time I spent off of wheat. I actually refrained from eating wheat for about three months. My skin cleared considerably. But there’s some variability in my eczema. It waxes and wanes. So the clearing could have just been part of that cycle. I decided to go back to “A” by eating a slice of pizza that one of my brother’s brought to me right after my TRAM surgery. Two days later, bam! Huge outbreak of eczema. So I promptly went back to “B”, not eating wheat and my skin improved. Usually, results are not this striking. This was a darned good use of the ABAB single case study design. I am using the AB or possibly ABA design with acupuncture. Although I am noting improvements in hot flashes and my energy level, it is hard to say whether the former is just due to the general pattern I’ve noted of improvements in hot flashes a couple of months after each Lupron shot and the latter might just be due to the natural course of my healing from my surgery. However, I got my new three month Lupron shot yesterday and another session of acupuncture today. All of these variables manipulated at once! We will see what happens.

You can try AB or ABA or ABAB designs for yourself. One trick is that it will only work for interventions for which you expect quick results.  I can’t eat Swiss chard for two weeks, stop eating it for two weeks and expect to detect any changes in my health, for example. But don’t make the same mistake a coworker made years ago. She had chronic neck pain for many years (A) and decided to try acupuncture (B). She decided to stop acupuncture (back to A) to see if it was really a “cure” because unless it was a cure, it was not real in her eyes. Her neck pain came back so she decided that acupuncture didn’t work. This is like deciding to no longer take insulin injections because your Type 1 diabetes is poorly controlled when you don’t take it. Not all effective treatments are cures but that doesn’t mean they are fake or useless. I suspect she would have viewed diabetes treatment differently and her illogical reasoning had more to do with her discomfort with eastern medicine because she was quite an intelligent person.

Finally, I found an excellent article on the Anderson Cancer Center website that describes practice guidelines for integrative care for cancer.  Check it out!

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I received an email from Susan Vento of the Abestos Cancer Victims Rights Campaign asking me to repost of the letter below. Her husband, the late Congressman, Bruce Vento died from mesothelioma in 2000, which was caused by asbestos exposure. When I posted this previously, I was two weeks out from my surgery and totally spaced out on signing the actual petition to oppose H.R. 982, “Furthering Asbestos Claim Transparency Act”. I’ve since rectified that oversight. I’m adding another link to the petition here at the beginning of the post in case you’ve already read this, agree with Ms. Vento’s position, and are ready to send an email indicating your opposition to the act.

 

My Story & Opposition to the FACT Act – Susan Vento

Dear Chairman Bachus and Ranking Member Cohen:

My name is Susan Vento, and I’m writing to express my strong opposition to H.R. 982 called the Furthering Asbestos Claim Transparency Act (FACT Act). My husband was the late Congressman Bruce F. Vento who served for more than 24 years in the House of Representatives representing Minnesota’s Fourth Congressional District. He died from mesothelioma in 2000 within eight months of being diagnosed.

Mesothelioma is an aggressive cancer caused by asbestos exposure. Bruce was exposed through his work as a laborer years before we met or became involved in public life. He told his constituency about his diagnosis in early February 2000 when he announced why he would not run for re-election. On February 14, he had his lung surgically removed and then began an aggressive regimen of chemotherapy and radiation at the Mayo Clinic.

It was not enough. My husband died three days after his 60th birthday in October. With his death, our country lost a dedicated and humble public servant years before his time. I lost so much more.

Bruce dedicated himself as a tireless and effective advocate for the environment, for working people and for the disadvantaged. During his time in Congress, he was well respected by members of all parties. He served as chairman of the Natural Resources Subcommittee on National Parks, Forests and Public Lands and also served on the House Banking Committee.

The FACT Act directly contracts the decades of work my husband invested in helping those who could not help themselves. If this bill passed, it would be a serious step back for the important work he achieved as your colleague. As the FACT Act is currently written, it is one-sided, unfair and unnecessary. It touts “transparency” yet will delay and in some cases deny justice to people suffering from debilitating asbestos-related diseases like mesothelioma.

Please sign our petition and say NO to the FACT Act. I thank you for your consideration and hope you will stand with me in support of Bruce’s memory and in opposition of this bill.

Sincerely,

Susan Vento

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I was delighted to again be nominated for the Versatile Blogger Award. This nomination introduced me to a new blogger as well and that is Sheila of The Summer Goddess Book of Shadows. Thanks for the lovely nomination, Sheila! Sheila’s blog is devoted to Wicca, which is a religion that dates back to pre-Christian Europe. Wicca emphasizes love of nature. There is also magic but it is benevolent. I have learned a little about Wicca in the past through my psychology practice because it has captured the interest of a few teen girls I have treated. One of the families was rather alarmed as they associated Wicca with Satanism so I needed to provide them with some explanation as reassurance. (“No, no, no, they don’t worship Satan AT ALL.”)

As you may know, I am not someone who follows the blogger award rules closely especially when it comes to nominating others for the award. I hate to leave some of my WordPress people out so I choose to leave everybody out! Today, I’ve chosen to call your attention to a funny blog because I know that I’ve really needed a laugh during the last few days. So I present, Damn you, Autocorrect!

The Empowered Doctor site has written a story about the impact of the budget sequester on cancer patients as well as on the health facilities who treat them. To read the story click here.

For those of you who live outside of the U.S. and may not be familiar with this issue, you can read about it here.

I you don’t like what’s going on, I encourage you to contact your U.S. Senators and Representatives, if you haven’t already done so.

In the mean time, I would like to express appreciation for all of the wonderful bloggers out there who are respectful in expressing their beliefs and engage respectfully is disagreements. We have to be able to work with each other. Call it a grass roots campaign for respectful interaction, flexibility, and reason.

I know, it’s not as catchy as the “Tea Party” but we could use a little less flash and a little more boring substance. Plus, I couldn’t think of a funny name. I will leave that Jon Stewart and his writing team.

 

I am not exactly a shrinking violet. After all, I spent nearly all of my high school years dateless, in part due to my outspoken nature. Then there was my husband, who before we started dating told me that he thought I was smart, nice, and beautiful but “loud and obnoxious” (his diplomatic way of characterizing my outspoken nature), which at the time made me less than desirable romantic relationship material.

I used to love a good, passionate, intellectual debate. And sometimes the debates covered less than meaningful topics. And sometimes when I ran out of logic, I yelled. When I was working toward my Ph.D. in clinical psychology, one of my classmates remarked, “Elizabeth would argue with a fence post.” Now it’s not like I don’t argue any more but let’s just say that over the years, my thinking about complex issues has changed and my style of dealing with disagreement, has gotten calmer and not so loud. The downside of this is that my first response to a question is often “the psychologist answer”, which is, “It depends.” But also remember that the vast majority of psychologists have Ph.D., which are science degrees. So, we also use the scientific method. One of the things I miss most about being an active researcher is that a basic assumption in hypothesis testing is the possibility that the hypothesis is wrong. This is why so much research is done using inferential statistics, which are based on the laws of probability.  Logical reasoning is also strongly emphasized in research training. I might engage in a debate with a peer or in the blogisphere with something like, “I agree that points A and B follow the assumption I think is underlying your argument, but I don’t agree with the assumption.” Okay, I lied. I still very much enjoy an intellectual debate. I am just now less loud and more boring. As a psychologist, I know the importance of connecting on an emotional level with the people I work with. Our relationship is very special and extremely important. In other words, there are times I just need to listen and empathize rather than problem-solve. When I do need to provide education or lay out the logic of my recommendations, I need to do so with compassion as well as clear information. And finally, as a healthcare provider, I must respect that ultimate decisions about treatment are not mine to make.

In a nutshell, life is complicated.

I have been following a debate in the blogisphere about the negative ramifications of medicine’s use of the term “mastectomy” instead of the formerly used term, “breast amputation.” There have been two excellent posts on the Sarcastic Boob and Considering the Lilies. I encourage you to read the perspectives described there. I hesitate to speak for them but I will summarize my understanding of some of their points, as they provide context for this post. A theme in these posts is that the term “mastectomy” sanitizes the procedure that many of us undergo, now termed “mastectomy” and serves to trivialize the potential loss. Consequently, physicians are more likely to recommend the procedure and women are more likely to agree to it because it sounds less dire than “breast amputation.” A significant reason for this shift in language is a result of sexism by which women’s bodies and potential losses are devalued. Both posts also include a black and white video from 1930, “Radical Amputation of the Breast for Duct Carcinoma.”

My view of the “mastectomy” vs. “breast amputation debate”? You guessed it, my answer is, “It depends.” Although I agree with a lot of what has been posted on the subject and believe that the discussion is very important, I have a somewhat different perspective. The question reminded me of a meeting John and I had with Dr. Beatty, my breast surgeon last summer when we learned that my first lumpectomy had been unsuccessful because the margins of the excision were not clear of cancer. My husband asked if a mastectomy would be a good idea to be on the safe side. The question came from a good place (concern for a wife’s life) but it seemed extreme given that Dr. Beatty had already suggested that a second lumpectomy would be a reasonable option. Dr. Beatty’s response was, “It is easy for you or me to say that. But we can’t put a value on Elizabeth’s breast. She is the only one who knows the value of her own breast.” And then John started asking a bunch of questions about the potential psychological impact of a mastectomy, which resulted in the laugh riot I described in yesterday’s re-post.

I think this concept of self-appraisal of value, plays heavily into this debate as well as other factors such as how one deals with stress, including the prospect of one’s own mortality. For some women the experience will resonate with the word “amputation” whereas with others, the connotations of that word will not ring true. As a psychologist, I also wonder how these terms might impact different individuals likelihood of getting regular mammograms or when diagnosed with cancer, proceeding in a timely fashion with medical decisions. I can see either term encouraging or discouraging an individual from actively engaging in prevention and treatment depending on individual differences in factors such as personality and stress management. Finally, since having a serious illness involves a grief process, it is possible that even within the same person, assumptions, feelings, thoughts, and interpretations change over time.

As for myself, both terms seem true to me from an emotional standpoint though, “mastectomy” may be more technically accurate since amputation refers to the removal of an extremity, such as an arm or a leg. I suppose one might argue that a breast is like an extremity. Also, the term for the surgical removal of testes to treat testicular cancer is “inguinal orchietomy” rather than “amputation of the testes.” Obviously, this debate does not really relate to which term is correct from a medical terminology standpoint so much as it relates to connotations of the terms.  I am not purposely trying to miss the point. As a general rule, I tend to support people’s right to self-identify in the way that is true for them.

I also wonder whether posting of a 1930’s style mastectomy might unnecessarily sensationalize the issue since a radical mastectomy is no longer the standard procedure, based on my understanding of the history of breast cancer surgery. But it can also be argued that it got a lot of people thinking about and discussing the issue so maybe it was effective. I do think inclusion of a video of a contemporary procedure would have made a valuable addition to these posts.

I believe that sexism exists and further, that there is still a dominance hierarchy that exists in healthcare on which patients are too often on the bottom. I also believe that the loss of a breast can be devastating and for some it may mean a loss of femininity or perhaps for men with breast cancer, a loss of masculinity, since breast cancer is considered a “women’s disease.”

Finally, although there are parts of our experiences with breast cancer that are shared there are others that are not. But we can still be in this together.

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Today’s Health Activist Writer’s Challenge inspired post is about men with breast cancer. Scorchy, of The Sarcastic Boob posted a link to her new FaceBook page to Oliver Bogle’s blog, Entering a World of Pink. Dr. Bogle was diagnosed with breast cancer last fall. Coincidentally, he is a cancer researcher at the very prestigious Anderson Cancer Center in Texas. His wife is also a cancer researcher there and is a 5 year-old breast cancer survivor.

Thanks to Scorchy for sharing the link to the blog. It is excellent not just because it deals with male breast cancer, which deserves a lot more attention than it gets. It is very well written and since Dr. Bogle has a Ph.D. and experience as a lab scientist, his explanations of topics such as how Taxol works at the molecular level will blow you away. I also suspect he has a teaching background because by the way he writes because his explanations are excellent. I feel like I took a short continuing education class.

There are also less technical topics that would be helpful to many breast cancer patients, especially for newly diagnosed patients. For example, the post on the multidisciplinary approach to cancer assessment and treatment is really good. I know when I had my first surgical consultation one day after my breast cancer diagnosis and my dear friend, Nancy, asked Dr. Beatty about whether I should set up appointments with a “medical oncologist” and a “radiation oncologist”, my first thought was, “I thought all of these doctors were medical oncologists.”

So check out Dr. Bogle’s blog. It’s really good. I read the entire blog this afternoon. And yes, easy for me to do because I am at home recovering from surgery. If you would like to have an overview of male breast cancer, you might listen to the 20 minute podcast made by Dr. Bogle and his medical oncologist, Sharon Giordano, M.D. Click here.

I remember being in church as a teen listening to a homily by a visiting mission priest and an interesting man. One of the remarks he made in his sermon was some thing like, “The only one you convert when you are missionary is yourself.” It was a thought-provoking statement with I believe some truth in it.

In the spirit of his words, I have taken the Health Activists Writers’ Challenge today to help activate myself. I have been procrastinating about making an appointment for acupuncture. I left a phone message yesterday and today, I made an initial appointment. It is spring break for many schools so the doctor’s schedule is a bit lighter this week. So my initial appointment is tomorrow.

I will let you know how it goes.

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